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Monday, June 27, 2011

Monday, Monday

La la, la la la.  I don't know the rest of the song, but that part is in my head at the moment.

It has been a bit of an odd day here today. I had a good start but let the kids sleep in because of a late night the night before.  It was nice to have peace and quiet to myself for a bit.  We seemed to be at a snail's pace for the rest of the day, but oddly enough, it wasn't the usual harried snail's pace, which was a very good thing. Usually when we get a slow start, the day is full of "HURRY UP!" and frustration.  Somehow we avoided all of that stress and actually had a really good day.

 I recently read somewhere out there in blogger land about people putting on a mask and only writing about the good days.  Hmm, perhaps I have been guilty of that at times.  Guess I need to be honest and tell you that I have had many days in the past 2 years of real struggle, wanting to hang it up and run away.  That being said, I am so glad I am right where I am.  I'm still unsure of how things will turn out - there are so many unspoken variables - but I am certain that I am in the place that God wants me to be in right now.  Uncertain certainties or certain uncertainties...not sure which one makes better sense.